A Broken Snowblower
It was a
Wednesday morning and I was on my way to catch the bus on the second
last day of my Christmas exams. Only half a year to go before high
school was just a memory. And only one more exam to go before I was
free for a couple of weeks to celebrate the holiday.
I had to
step over a little snow the plow had pushed into our driveway to get
onto the road. The weather had really been acting up recently. My
little brother hopped the mound and ran deliriously past me toward
the bus stop. He would be finishing at the end of today and he
obviously couldn't wait.
I was barely onto the street when I
heard my name. I turned and saw James Clark shovelling his driveway.
Mr. Clark was a lawyer in town, and a fairly prominent one. The town
was small, but his reputation was still enviable. He was fifty nine
years old and very wealthy. One look at his house, a monster three
story structure with a two car garage, could tell any idiot that this
guy was rolling in it.
Mr. Clark had been friends with my
father for a couple of years. I didn't really know the guy, but the
odd exchange wasn't unheard of.
"Did you hear anything
about a storm coming this weekend?" he asked me.
"Not
the weekend," I replied, "I think it's coming
tomorrow."
"Really? Wow, I had no idea."
"Supposed
to be pretty bad. I got an exam tomorrow and if the weather's like
they say it's gonna be, I'm gonna have to write on Friday."
"That
your last exam?"
"Yeah."
"Oh, so
it's not that bad then. Not like having to write it next Monday or
Tuesday or something."
"No, it's no problem. I just
want to be done."
"I know. Trust me, it's been a few
years, but I remember."
"Same for
everybody."
"Anyway, thanks for the information. You
better get to the bus stop."
"Yeah. See you later
Mr. Clark."
"See you Casey."
* * *
I
woke up the next morning to my radio alarm, but the first thing I
heard was the DJ telling me that the town was basically shut down. I
didn't really get back to sleep, but lying there in bed an extra half
hour was a great way to start the day. There wasn't a thing for me to
do. I already knew my stuff for the exam I'd now have to do Friday
morning.
Last one to breakfast, I made myself some toast and
sat to eat. I could hear my brother making noise here there and
everywhere. You couldn't tell if he was happy or sad sometimes. It
was his first genuine day off and he'd planned to go sliding with a
few friends of his but the storm pretty much killed that idea. He was
desperate to go out and do something, but at the same time, the size
of the storm was impressive. He spent his morning looking out any
window he passed at the drifts as they built up around the
neighbourhood.
I just finished my breakfast and went
downstairs to watch some TV. I was just expecting to get a couple of
daytime talk shows or something, but "Lethal Weapon" was
on. It was cut to pieces and the swearing was dubbed over, with some
pretty hilarious results. But hey, some "Lethal Weapon" is
better than no "Lethal Weapon" at all. By the time the
movie was half over, all the windows in the basement were completely
covered in snow.
When I came up for lunch, the winds had died
down. Since the streets were still a mess, there would be no
afternoon exams, but I did have work to do with the rest of my day.
At lunch, dad told me and my brother we had to help him clear the
driveway. This didn't sit well with my brother, but I didn't really
mind. Like I said, I already knew my stuff for the exam the next day
and there was no way I'd be as lucky with the TV as I was that
morning. Besides, dad wasn't a slavedriver. The work would get done
slowly but it would get done.
Dad gave my brother a small
shovel and I took the larger one. Dad himself took the snowblower.
While he worked on the mouth of the driveway I handled the walkway. I
had to work my way toward the car, which was under a drift so big you
could only make out a fraction of blue paint under all that
white.
As the afternoon wore on, you could gradually hear
other snowblowers starting up all over the neighbourhood. The place
was echoing with motors for almost a full hour at one point. Those
who didn't have machines just chipped away with their shovels until a
neighbour with a machine was free to lend a hand.
I was almost
done sculpting the car out of the mound it was under when one of the
many motors shut off. It was dad, and he was walking up the drive
toward me. I flipped one last bit of snow onto the front yard and
stood to talk.
"So you get the choice," he said.
"You either get to go out back with your little brother and
clean off the back step or you can take the machine over to help Jim
get his yard clear."
"I'll take the machine."
He
smiled at me. "Of course."
I had no reason to chose
one alternative over the other. I could just as easily have said I'd
go out back and shovel the porch. I didn't really give it much
thought. Why would I? It was just some menial work I had to do either
way, so what did it matter? But withing two hours of my choice, my
life was totally changed.
* * *
I wheeled the machine
across the street toward Mr. Clark's driveway. I could see, just
above the drift in the mouth of his driveway, little clouds of snow
flying toward his yard as he threw them from the shovel. I started
the machine and started in on the drive. We couldn't see each other
at first, but he knew he was being helped because I could see the
little clouds of snow move farther away from where I was.
It
took me a few minutes to make a dent in the drift at the head of the
driveway.
"Finally made it in," he said when he
could finally see me.
"I think you got it worse than
us."
"It's as bad as it's ever been I think. My
machine's been broken since early November and I just haven't gotten
it fixed. I just didn't need it so I didn't get it fixed and now I
need it and it's useless. Stupid or what?"
"It's no
problem."
"Here, I'll start breaking it all down so
you can get through it a little easier."
And he began
tearing the massive drift down into the little path I'd made to get
in. With the snow less packed, the machine went through much faster.
Working together, we actually got it done much faster than dad our
own. By the time the mouth of his driveway was clear you could still
hear snowblowers humming all over the neighbourhood. My legs were
starting to get tired and I could feel the cold nipping at my face.
Once the storm died down the day hadn't been that cold, but I'd been
out for a couple of hours so I was getting pretty cold.
I was
about to shut the snowblower down when Mr. Clark said, "Look, I
know you've been out for a long time now, but can I ask you to do
just one more favor for me?"
"Sure, what is it?"
"I
just need a little path from here to the shed out back. It shouldn't
take more than two passes. That part of the back yard is blocked by
the fence so the drifts aren't that high."
"No
problem."
He was right. I actually had it done to his
liking after just a single pass. When I finally shut the machine
down, my hands kept vibrating.
"Hey, listen, you should
really come in for a coffee or something."
"No
thanks, Mr. Clark. I think I might just head back."
"Are
you sure? Don't have to have coffee. We could have a hot chocolate or
something."
"I guess I could come in for a few
minutes. I'll just leave the machine by the side door here."
"Sure.
Only be a few minutes."
* * *
We kicked the snow
off our boots and took off our outer clothes. Mr. Clark had a tiny
room just inside the side door that led into the kitchen. Coats and
snowpants were hung up and boots were placed beside the door. Then
both of us, in sweatshirts and sweatpants, went into his
kitchen.
And what a kitchen. Each individual appliance
probably cost more than the entire contents of our own kitchen. And
it was all bright and shining. Not a spot anywhere. Even the kettle
was indecently expensive looking.
"So it's hot chocolate,
not coffee, right?"
"Yeah," I replied.
He
busied himself in the cupboards looking for the chocolate powder
before standing to fill the kettle with water. When he turned to walk
over to the sink I noticed a gray bulge at his waist.
Mr.
Clark had a boner. It was impossible to miss in sweatpants.
I
immediately looked away from his groin and tried to find something
else to lay my eyes on. There was a little clatter on the counter as
he put the kettle down, and I could only just marvel at how shiny
everything here was.
"I was so worried you'd never
possibly be interested, but I can see I was wrong."
I
turned toward him and noticed he was looking at my groin. I looked
down and saw that my own penis was erect. My hands went reflexively
to my crotch to hide what he'd already seen, but I didn't respond to
his statement. I just stood there holding my erection in front of my
neighbour.
He dropped the cord of the kettle and walked over
to me. Without saying anything, he got down on his knees and grabbed
the waistband of my sweats and tugged them down. My hands came away
and my pants fell to the floor. My briefs were next as he exposed me
in his kitchen. My fists clenched at my sides, I just stood frozen
and very embarrassed.
Then my cock, freezing from it's time in
the cold all day, was engulfed in the steaming heat of his mouth. My
jaw fell open as he started to blow me. His hands grabbed my legs and
made their way to my buttocks and he grabbed a cheek in each hand as
his mouth slid up and down my cock. Each time he sucked me in, his
nose pressed into my pubic hair and I felt it's cold tip on the skin
beneath my pubes.
Just fifteen minutes ago I hadn't been naked
in front of anyone but my parents and now my neighbour held all my
privates in his hands and mouth.
His tongue slipped all over
me as he pressed me repeatedly into his throat. He didn't slurp or
make a production out of the act, and the only sounds he made were
the squishing sounds my penis made as is came out of his throat
coated in saliva. My guts were churning and I felt a little tingle in
the center of my organ and before I could even think about it I came
into his throat. He didn't waste a drop. I had trouble standing
straight while my muscles spasmed out of control and the whole time
he never let me out of his mouth.
I finished my orgasm and
stood straight again. My groin was warm and the rest of me was still
cold. Mr. Clark let my penis out from between his lips and got up in
front of me. He looked into my eyes and put his hands on my
shoulders. Gently, he pushed down, and I got down on my knees. My
stomach started to roll when he pulled his pants down and exposed his
manhood to me. He wasn't a large man, but it was still the first time
I'd ever seen a naked penis that wasn't mine.
He just stood
there and let the organ bob in my face. He never put a hand on the
back of my head, he just let me look at him. My breathing had sped up
and now I realised I could also smell him. It's a thick, salty, meaty
smell. I was terrified. I'd never had gay fantasies in my life. I'd
never even been on a date with a girl, but when I fantasized I always
thought of women and now here I was on my knees with my pants around
my ankles staring at an erect cock.
It bumped me on the nose a
little and grazed my nostril. The rolling in my stomach seemed to
move to my chest when I realized I was lowering my jaw ever so
slightly. Mr. Clark took a small step forward and I now had a penis
in my mouth.
Other than a little salty musky taste it really
wasn't that different from any other part of the body, but it was so
warm. I closed my lips down on it and started to bob my head. I
couldn't replicate what Mr. Clark had done to me because this act was
just too new, so I just bobbed my head up and down and licked the
underside of it every once in a while. I couldn't get it all in my
mouth or I'd gag. I don't know how he did it to me.
My hands
rested in my lap the whole time I was blowing him. My face was
warming up just being so close to his sex. The tip of my nose, though
not dipping into his pubes was picking up the heat from his excited
groin. I did most of it with my eyes closed, only opening them
periodically and seeing his triangular tuft of brownish-gray curly
hair. His hands stroked my head as I clumsily bobbed on his penis.
His hips had begun a rhythm of their own and now he was starting to
augment my bobbing with his pumping.
And then he was gone. I
opened my eyes just as he removed himself from my mouth and received
his first shot of cum on my face. He quickly pulled back and cupped
his left hand over his spasming organ, catching the rest of his
spunk. I jerked back my head and wiped the fluid off my face with my
hand. He went over to the sink and turned on the tap to wash his seed
away and I just stared at the white stuff in the palm of my left
hand.
"Come here," he said.
The water was
still running. I got up and shuffled the short distance to the sink.
Sticking my hand under the stream, I saw the semen slide off my hand
and down the drain.
I felt his hand on me. As I turned off the
water and towelled my hand dry, Mr. Clark started stroking my nude
bottom. His hands ran around my cheeks and onto my lower back and all
around again. He sometimes just rubbed up and down one mound and then
left that one for the other one and rubbed that one for awhile.
My
own hands clutched the towel and I looked outside at the snow. It was
starting to get a little dark out there. The rubbing never stopped.
My lower back had been completely abandoned for my bum now. Back and
forth and all around, warming my skin with his hand.
I
wondered when dad would start to wonder about me. There was a lot of
snow to clear, but surely I had to be done by now.
The drawer
next to me opened and he took something out of it. His hand left my
backside for a few seconds and when it returned, he used his fingers
to pry my cheeks apart. Then, with the finger of the other hand, he
began to poke my anus and massage all around it. The sphincter
squished a little as his finger poked it and when he took his hands
away there was a little cool patch on my hole. More squishing behind
me and I realized what was happening.
I didn't want this. I
don't know how I even got through the blow jobs but I couldn't
possibly want this. A blow job was one thing but now he wanted to put
his penis up my butt and I just didn't think I could do it. Up to
then it was just oral sex, but now he was grabbing my hips and
positioning me in front of the sink for anal intercourse. I'd only
ever had fantasies about girls and even then I didn't dream of taking
them up the butt, and now this man was going to take me up the
butt.
I wanted to speak up and stop him but I found myself
staying silent. Surely I didn't want to go through with this. I never
thought it was in me. Those fingers pried me open back there again
and now the poking of my anus was done by something thicker and
softer. I dropped the towel onto the counter and held my breath, all
thought of stopping Mr. Clark lost in the mess of my confused
thoughts. My hands gripped the edge of the sink.
It was a
terrible pain. When he started to put himself in me I couldn't
believe it could hurt as bad as it did. I bent over and grabbed the
back edge of the sink, right below the window sill. It seemed like it
would never end. I was stretched to the breaking strain and he just
kept pressing in. I'd like to say my sphincter went numb, but it
never did. It just kept on screaming pain. He grunted a little as he
pushed up in me.
I started to notice the heat of his organ in
my bowels. My body was getting much warmer than it had been but the
little stick of warmth in my bum was hotter than anything else. Then
the pain eased a little as he pulled out, and it came screaming back
when he pushed back in. Before the second stroke, he pushed my shirts
up my body and I allowed him to strip them off. A ruffle behind me
and I knew he was stripping his own off.
Then he began to
screw me. His hands gripped my hips as he rolled his own hips and
penetrated my bum. I couldn't feel any of his pubic hair on the top
of my butt so I knew he wasn't getting all of himself into me. Still,
he didn't seem to mind. He was just as considerate as he had been
when his penis was exposed in front of my face. He wasn't willing to
push all the way into me just for his own enjoyment.
Something
dripped into the sink and at first I thought I'd forgotten to turn
off the tap. Then I noticed the drop had fallen right beneath my
face. I was crying. The thing about anal sex is that it never stops
hurting when you do it the first time. Your bum just isn't used to
it. Fortunately, the man humping me was trying to be as gentle as
possible. My knuckles were white as I clutched the sink.
Though
the pain never receded I did notice a full feeling in my bowels when
he pumped in. The feeling wasn't exactly good, but in a strange way
it did feel...comfortable. The fullness and the heat of it actually
felt comfortable.
I looked up and out the window. It was
getting pretty dark out there. The snow was taking on the blue glow
it gets when the moon is out at night. The days were pretty short
this time of year. It was obviously supper time and that was very
good considering what I was engaged in. If anyone decided to go into
their backyards they would have no problem seeing into Mr. Clark's
kitchen because it was starting to get darker out there than in the
kitchen. The last thing either of us needed, especially Mr. Clark,
was for a neighbour to see this fifty nine year old lawyer humping a
high school boy bent over his sink. Even though I was eighteen and
totally legal, it would still have ruined us both.
When I
looked into my own reflection in the glass I was startled. I expected
to find the tracks of tears on my cheeks (tears which had finally
stopped) but I didn't expect to see my mouth open in a moan. I was so
intent on the feelings of pain and fullness in my backside I didn't
notice I'd been moaning so loud it was basically a scream. The man
behind me grunted with each thrust of his hips and only opened his
eyes to look at my bum as he humped it.
He stopped his pumping
for a second and out of the corner of my eye I saw his pants and
underwear slide into the corner. Now stark naked, he repositioned his
feet and went back at me. The heat radiating out from my bowels
continued to mount as he kept packing about half his cock into
me.
That heat drastically increased when I felt a new, almost
steaming heat inside my bum as he came into me. His moves got a
little jerky but he never pushed too hard. He even let out a little
yelp as he clutched my hips and emptied his spunk into my body.
When
it was over, we were both breathing heavily. He humped me a little
more as he softened and slid out. I was relieved to lose the pain in
my anus but I felt kind of empty down there now that he was gone. I
couldn't move at first. I just hung my head and caught my breath. I
could feel that my face was flushed and any lingering cold from my
hours of shovelling snow was gone now after the heat of
intercourse.
When I finally got the strength to get up
straight, I turned and saw Mr. Clark walking over to the island
across the floor. He slid his hands onto the top of the counter on
the island and bent over to present himself to me. I could see that
his anus was glistening a little, so he must have lubricated it while
I was recovering. I saw the little tub on the counter by the sink so
I took a little bit and rubbed my dick with it and towelled off the
remainder from my hands.
I kicked my pants and underwear off
and walked toward the offered rump. For the first time in my life, I
put my hands on another person's naked body. I was in a state of
excitement so I didn't stop to enjoy the whole of his body but
concentrated entirely on his butt. They were firm and rather proud.
They didn't seem like the buttocks of a man fourty one years older
than me.
I stuck my fingers into the crack of his butt and
pulled the cheeks apart so I could better see his anus. With the
fingers of my other hand I guided my stiff penis to his anus. Just
touching the skin of the hole with my penis was astonishing. A little
push and I started immediately inside. He wasn't like me at all. He'd
had years to practice anal sex and had probably had a few steady
lovers in his time. I slid all the way inside him in no time.
I
couldn't compare it with a vagina because up until I walked into his
house that afternoon, I was a virgin. It was the most wonderful
physical sensation I'd ever experienced. His bowels were like a
sleeve around me and the sphincter was a tight ring clutching my
dick. Unlike him, I kept my eyes open when I began to hump him. The
sight of his nude body bent in front of me and my penis sliding
between his butt cheeks up inside him was something I couldn't
believe was happening.
My movements were a little more jerky
than his smooth thrusts had been, but I think by now he must have
known I had no experience. I clutched his hips and just went with it.
I was moaning in no time as my thighs slapped the skin of his bum and
legs each time I pumped myself inside.
I found myself
wondering why I ever thought I could never have gay intercourse.
Standing here in this kitchen with my penis sliding in and out of
another man's rump I realized it was because I'd only ever heard the
word gay spoken as an insult. Not by my family, but by all my
friends, who still used words like "fag" and "gay"
as slander. I'd been raised to respect all people, so I'd never
thought ill of homosexuals, but when it came to sexual fantasies I
just thought the idea of anal sex with another man was something I
couldn't possibly be interested in.
Those days were over. I
didn't yet know if I was gay or bisexual, but now that I'd been
initiated into anal intercourse I knew my sexual fantasies would spin
off into all directions.
Even Mr. Clark was moaning now with
each thrust of my hips. I could barely catch my breath as the skin of
him bum rippled with each impact. My own rump was tingling like crazy
as I worked my way to the edge of my own orgasm.
When I came
into him, I was up in my tip toes thrusting as deep as I could into
him. I fell forward onto his back and yet I kept a pumping motion
going with my hips, savoring every second I was inside that warmth
and tightness.
Eventually I just couldn't fit anything into
him because I was just too soft. I rested my head on his back and
looked out the window. My stomach lurched as I saw Mr. Clark's next
door neighbour walking out to his shed. There was a fence between us
but he was taller than the fence so if he decided to look over he
would see my nude bum staring him right in the face.
I slid
quickly down to the floor. Mr. Clark turned to me, a look of concern
on his face, but when he saw the neighbour, he also fell to the
floor. He made his way on all fours to the light switch and turned it
off. I got a night view of his butt as he crawled over.
He
came back and sat opposite me on the floor. It was cool on my rump
after what we'd just done.
"Casey, I should really
apologize to you for what just happened."
"Why?"
"Well,
I just got so carried away that I didn't ask you if what I was doing
to you was alright. I know you've never done anything like this
before and I feel bad that your first time was here in the kitchen. I
feel like a dirty old man."
"Don't. I don't think
there was anything wrong with it. I was scared at first but you
didn't do anything that I didn't let you do. You gave me a
choice."
"But the least I could have done was ask
you. That way you would have had time to think about it and if you
wanted to do it, we could have done it somewhere more
comfortable."
"But the spontaneity was great. It
didn't feel like we were just doing something physical. It felt like
we wanted needed it. Like we really needed it."
"Are
you sure you're okay?"
"I'm fine Mr. Clark. My
butt's gonna hurt for a little while but I'm totally fine. I'm really
glad I came in here today."
I could barely see in the
darkness, but I'm sure he smiled. That made me feel better. I didn't
want him to feel like a dirty old man because that's not how I felt
about him. I started the experience nervous and a little frightened,
like any virgin (especially a virgin who's heard the term "fag"
used by all his friends in such a derogatory way) but he never forced
me and I went along with all of it because there was some part of my
mind that wanted me to experience it.
"You should
probably get back home or your parents will wonder what
happened."
"Yeah."
I got up and
collected my clothes from the floor. He got up to follow me out to
the side porch. When I passed the spot where we had our final chat I
saw two small moist smudges on the floor where the semen up our butts
had partially leaked out onto the floor.
I got dressed in his
porch, his eyes watching my nudity as I covered it all up bit by bit.
He was leaning against the doorframe, still stark naked. I couldn't
help glancing periodically at his crotch and that wonderful penis
that had just helped change my life so profoundly.
When I was
ready to go, he moved back a little from the door so he wouldn't be
seen when I left. I opened the door.
"See you,
Casey."
"See you Mr. Clark."
I turned to
go, but then I stopped.
"Mr. Clark?"
He was
walking into the kitchen when I called and he turned back.
"Thank
you," I said. I closed the door.